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Saturday, April 23, 2005

The Angel that Troubled the Waters

"A scene in Thorton Wilder's play,The Angel that Troubled the Waters .
The scene is a doctor who comes to the pool everyday,wanting to be healed of his melancholy and his gloom and sadness.Finally the angel appears.The doctor,he's a medical doctor,goes to step in the water.The angel blocks his entrance and says,'No step back,the healing is not for you.'
"The doctor pleads,'But i've to get into the water.I can't live this way.'
"The angel says,'No, this moment is not for you.'
"And he says,'But how can i live this way?'
"The angel says to him,'Doctor, without your wounds,where would your power be?It is your melancholy that makes your low voice tremble in the hearts of men and women.The very angels cannot themselves persuade the wretched and blundering children of this earth as can one human being broken on the heels of living.In love's service only the wounded soldiers can serve.'

Are we not really fortunate to be blessed with our troubles?Winds of depressions and frustrations continually blowing unabatedly in our lives,ravaging it and leaving their scars, are gifts for us.Intertwined with wordly failures we are the greatest achievers for only we have searched for and found the torch that gives light and that never dies out.As the vessel of our hearts are 'allowed' to be filled with rigors, what overflows is ,understanding.It is given us so we may not be mute any more but speak volumes to those who are in similar circumstances and are unable to see the light to be guided by. It is given us to become a stitch in their wounds,a stitch that Christ is putting in their lives"

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Is God Vulnerable?

Epics. Eras. Beginnings. What list of famous openers would be complete without including, “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth?”

Genesis is the book of beginnings. Out of nothing God brings forth everything, which was enough to tax even His strength—He rested on the seventh day. The crown of His creation was man and woman, created in the image of God. Of all creation man alone had a prototype: the Godhead. “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness,” the heavenly triumvirate decreed (Gen. 1:26). At last, among all of creation, there was someone suitable for the Lord; someone courted for a divine romance; someone made and fashioned like God.

God walked and talked with Adam and Eve each day in the garden, just as you and I do with those we love. Together they lived in complete transparency and trust. There was no reason not to; after all, they truly loved each other, and perfect love casts out all fear (1 Jn. 4:18).

The Lord looked at this scene and the potential it held and called it very good. He was totally enthralled with His creation. All of His riches were available to Adam and Eve in the garden. Everything was as it should be: perfect.

But (Don’t you hate that word sometimes?)... But sin entered the picture and the young hopes were infected with the reality of sin’s insurgence.

I was out riding my bike a few days ago and stopped at a busy intersection. A man and his son pulled up beside me in a Suburban and the little boy pleadingly, tearful, asked if I had seen a little black and white dog... “His name is Sport; call me if you see him.” In my mind I hear the Lord’s voice in the same way, “Adam...? Eve...? Adam, Eve, where are you?” Sure, He realized the unthinkable, knew the inevitable.

If you read carefully, the first chapters of Genesis must have been a poignant period for the Lord. “Who told you that you were naked, Adam?” He looked at the man and woman’s feeble attempt to cover themselves with leaves. If it hadn’t been so pitiful it might have been comical: “Really, Adam! Leaf-slacks?” He created them perfectly, but He did not give them the ability to make clothes for themselves; they weren’t intended. Thus, their poor effort with leaves.

The Lord asked them an honest question, even though He must have known the answer, “Have you taken fruit from the tree which I commanded you not to eat?” But honesty was gone and God got the run-around: “The serpent deceived me, and, and...” I wonder if it was tempting for God to think of yesterday and long for the way it once was. This was a heart-breaking loss the Lord grievously endured.

Fourteen verses later the text quickly, almost in passing, says, “The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife, and clothed them.” What must have been gong through His mind and heart as he crafted those skins into clothing? This time, instead of creating something from nothing, He obliged Himself to kill something in order to create.

This was His last act before sending them out of the garden. It’s almost as if while they were still with Him He didn’t care about their nakedness or ridiculous clothes sewn from leaves. But in one more act of kindness and accommodation, He fashioned clothing from skins so they wouldn’t leave with embarrassment.

And then came Cain. Despite his surly attitude the Lord still came to him with loving counsel. “Why are you angry? And why has your countenance fallen? If you do well, will not your countenance be lifted up? And if you do not do well, sin is crouching at the door; and it’s desire is for you, but you must master it” (4:6-7). The setting is reminiscent of a fatherly talk. On a rock too big to move from the field they sat and conferred about life: God, as father and mentor, offered encouragement to His son turned man who was still acting adolescent by asserting his will. One verse later, six pages into history, murder is committed; no responsibility is taken. “Am I my brother’s keeper?” the arrogant-acting Cain retorted to his Maker.

It is not simply a manner of speaking when the Bible says, “Then Cain went out from the presence of the Lord” (4:16). How it must have torn at the Lord’s wrenching heart to watch Cain walk away to survive by his own devices and settle in, and for, the land of Nod—literally, “wandering”—instead of thriving in God’s presence. To opt for the destitution of self-reliance in lieu of his Heavenly Father’s abundance is the epitome of blind arrogance. Sadly, in my flesh I can identify.

There is one bright spot after the Fall: Enoch. Moses records with brevity, “And Enoch walked with God.” This is good, and God thought so too. Enoch was taken to heaven without experiencing death because he walked with God. However, it strikes me that there were seven generations who came and went before the Bible notes a man who walked with God. That’s a long time to walk alone!

Finally, only six chapters into an epoch beginning with high hopes and extraordinary expectations, the Bible confesses, “And the Lord was sorry that He had made man on earth, and He was grieved in His heart” (6:6). Could an era end more painfully than this one did? Could a father’s heart hurt more intensely than God’s must have on behalf of His creation? Could a love ever be spurned more carelessly? Could hope ever fall so far again?

This is more than a poignant look at the heart of God. It’s a saga about relationship. This thing we have in common called “Christianity” is not merely religion or philosophy. It is interaction, give and take; vulnerability, joy and sorrow, ecstasy, pain, and the mutual love of relationship. Sure, God is King of the Universe, omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, King of kings and Lord of lords. But in our presence, He doesn’t really throw these titles around much. He prefers to go by, “Father” and “Husband” and “Brother” and “Friend.”

I don’t think of any relationships that are more intimate and caring than these, especially parent and mate.

Our Father is integrally and intimately involved with our lives on every level, from mundane to critical. He isn’t too concerned with keeping the moons and rings of Saturn in the right order, although He certainly does this. Really, He’s more interested in us.

Have you ever come home and asked your wife what she had for lunch? Why? Not because you cared about lunch, but because you were interested in her. You’ve also come home and told her about the computer going down and taking your latest spreadsheet with it. You know, the one you spent two days developing. Why? Because you share life together, from the mundane to the critical. The Lord calls us His bride because He likes the relationship implied within that title.

Why do parents feel cut out of the picture when their teenager won’t take off the Walkman and talk to them? Because life is relationship and at that point it has become one-sided. Why does a boy who’s bigger than his dad cry tears down his dad’s back when he doesn’t make the team? Because life is relationship, coving the gamut from music to heartache. God calls Himself Father because that means relationship, and that’s what He is all about.

Have you ever gotten down on your knees and looked your boy in the eyes to see if the words, “I love you,” are making their way into his heart? or told your daughter you are proud of her as she headed off to the Christmas formal? or held hands with your wife while walking the dog along the dam at the lake? Knowing Christ is no different. It is relationship, start to finish.

Throughout the pages of history, or as Sam Ericsson says, “His-story,” God makes His heart vulnerable to us. His intention? The risk of your rejection or indifference is worth the possibility of connection.

The real question is not whether God is vulnerable. He is! The stark reality we are left to consider is whether or not we will make ourselves vulnerable to Him.

© Lifetime Guarantee Ministries [published: 2005-04-01]
These articles are written for your spiritual growth. Copying, printing, and distribution are encouraged. Thank you for crediting Lifetime Guarantee Ministries and our website (www.lifetime.org) as the source.

God's Will and God's Ways

“God, what do you want me to do? Tell me.”

Silence. The vaulted doors of heaven seem locked and double-bolted, impenetrable. “Please... I desperately want to know.” In his imagination and frustration, he can almost hear God saying, “Nope. Not going to say. I know and have my plans for you, but that information is unavailable.” So he begins to search all his Sunday School memory banks and quiet time insights for a revealing Scripture to be used as leverage on the Almighty.

“Ah, Ha! That’s it,” he declares... “I think.” And then, in barely audible muttering, he recounts, “There was a fellow in the Bible who ran out of bread to make sandwiches for his guests and went to his friend’s place to bum a few slices. He eventually got the bread, but only because he persisted.” With renewed commitment to persistence, he forges ahead to find God’s will.

Days pass and the decision-making deadline approaches. Whereas initially his intensity was fueled with frustration, now there is another factor—fear. What in the world am I going to do? I don’t want to miss God’s will, he thinks. “And what will my fate be if I mess up?” he blurts out, thinking of the misfortune that will be his if he misses God’s best. Reverting to saner rationale, he contemplates, but how am I supposed to know what God wants me to do if He won’t tell me! “Lord God, can’t you just give me a simple ‘yes’ or ‘no’?”

Nothing. Not a word. Not a sign. Not a sound. Not even a whisper.

“God, even a whisper would be OK. That’s the way you spoke to Elijah.” But it was in a gentle breeze, he recalls, and so promptly moves his quiet time outside to the patio. Now I’m in the right spot! OK, Father. I’m ready for your breeze.

And time ticks on. Hours pass into days as he tries varied and sundry methods for prying God’s will loose. He thinks, Maybe my friend Chuck can help.

“Hello! Chuck, my man. Hey, I need some counsel on discovering God’s will? It’s like He’s gone on sabbatical. I’ve asked Him for an answer so many different ways that I’m fresh out of methods. I’ve been persistent. I’ve looked for open doors. I’ve asked for a direct revelation. I’ve tried to find God’s peace. But nothing, not even a simple note. Got any ideas?”

“Wow! You’ve really been putting your time in on this. As bad as I hate to say it, there’s one thing you have not done: Before you can get God to tell you what His will is you’ve got to get rid of the sin in your life. It’s a simple matter of unconfessed sin.”

“Thanks, Chuck. Bye now.”

Jeepers! Sin in my life? Like I haven’t been asking the Lord about that for the last gazillion days. And so, he begins to confess everything that remotely resembles sin, even sin he has only heard about. Still nothing.

“Dear Lord Jesus, the ball’s in Your court. I don’t know what else to do. Amen.” This was the second shortest prayer he had ever prayed. The first was uttered three weeks ago: “Help!”

Trying hard to quash the questions and frustrations, he grabs a Diet Coke out of the fridge and settles into his favorite chair. All he really wants is a “yes” or “no.” Nothing fancy, like handwriting on the wall. But God has something more in mind, and only time could have laid the proper groundwork. For only now is he sufficiently weaned from his methods, his ideas, and his strategies to hear God’s voice.

A thought came into his mind: How do I know if the Lord speaks to me? The only way to know is to become very familiar with His voice. And the only way to do that is by spending time with Him.

God spoke, and he heard. He was shortchanging himself and God by limiting their interaction to a pedantic, black and white, yes or no, mechanical relationship when what God really wanted was time alone with him. Only in this way could He really be known.

For many Christians the motivating factor in their search for God’s will is to get the right answers so they don’t make any mistakes. If they can just do His will then they won’t have to worry about being in the wrong place, backtracking from a poor decision, suffering failure, or struggling to make the right decisions when every indicator is clouded with ambiguity. If they can just find God’s will they won’t have to fear the unpleasant consequences, or dread the decision-making process, or sad to say, have to put forth the effort required to build a relationship with God. Understanding God’s will is not a matter of playing your cards right; it’s not like looking something up with the right reference tools, then saying the right words, or acting just the right way. God is not a mechanical dispensary. His will is wrapped up in His Being. By knowing Him we know His will. By communicating with Him we discern His voice.

Yes, there is the biblical story of Gideon laying out the fleece in order to find God’s will. However, what have you gained in terms of relationship if all you hold in your hand is a fleece? While you may know the direction of your next step today, you don’t have anything telling you how to discern God’s will tomorrow. In this scenario, all you gain is the experience of what God did with your fleece, but you won’t know God any better.

Don’t misunderstand. God has a will and He expresses it regularly. But knowing God is not about getting His will straight. It’s about knowing Him. Perhaps the term “God’s will” does not accurately reflect the heart of God. Maybe “God’s ways” would more accurately convey His heart.

Let me illustrate: If I were to ask you if you know me, you might say, “Why, yes. You are the eldest of four brothers, born to Bill and Anabel Gillham in Ardmore, Oklahoma, deep in the winter of 1956. You ride a bicycle and write books and fly fish.”

All of this is true. But these are just informative things about me. There are lots of folks who know about me and what I do. I have a bunch of acquaintances, and a fair number of friends, but I count my confidants and close friends on one hand. These people are the ones who really know me and my ways. It is with them that I have shared my hopes and dreams, bared my soul, and opened my heart.

God does not intend to be intimidating. He wants to be called “Father.” Knowing Him is not presumptuous. It’s His idea! Quite literally, it is an invitation. Discovering God’s will is far more profound than doing the right things as a result of hearing God express His wishes. Knowing God’s will is really an invitation from God to discover His ways, discern His heart, listen to His dreams, understand His thoughts, and see through His eyes. If you have sat with God as He bared His soul and revealed His dreams, questions about His will become much less daunting and mysterious because you know Him more deeply than His will can reveal. You know Him and you know His ways.

What is the most dangerous aspect of attempting to discern God’s will? That we would become so focused on His will that we will miss knowing Him and understanding His ways.

© Lifetime Guarantee Ministries [published: 2003-11-01]
These articles are written for your spiritual growth. Copying, printing, and distribution are encouraged. Thank you for crediting Lifetime Guarantee Ministries and our website (www.lifetime.org) as the source.